Wow…adding
the title of the book and the corresponding page numbers feels like the
beginning of an entirely new project! I
suppose these major turning points reveal what Tyson called the epic quality of
Being and Learning. And the unfolding naturalist I’ve
become, the thinker who continues to be
gathered by the ontology of the wilderness and who is experiencing a
‘translation’ by the phenomenology of the forest, can not avoid identifying the
exact coincidence happening between the occurrence of these turning points and
the changing of the seasons, a word that, in Spanish, hits the target: temporadas. In fact, each of the nouns that can be used
for ‘season’ expresses well the felt force of the ontology that is mysteriously
working on me, or so it seems, in this year long project: la temporada: season,
time, spell; la estación: station, season, resort; la época:
time, era, period, season, age, epoch. Temporada
works best because it combines time and magic, which is another way of
identifying the unique and ineffable quality of each of the four seasons. Estación
does well to express the
project’s day to day repetition, which is not unlike the movement and arrival
of the trains. I take up my station each day…I arrive at my station each day, and
write…Reminds me of what Foucault wrote about Socrates, about his taking up
his position like a soldier, his practice of askesis, which is seems to be where the word asceticism comes from,
because it means exercise, training, or even ‘severe self-discipline’. I’m not sure I would ever describe this
project as ‘severe’, but I have definitely likened it to training, and have
drawn analogies to the daily practice required of one who is seriously
committed to playing a musical instrument; I drew that analogy when I was
wondering about the repetitive and sometime redundant quality of the
meditations. [Last week I wanted to note
a comment made by my colleague during his lecture on Homer’s Iliad, when he identified the repetition
happening throughout the poem, and then explained why this was proof that these
were originally songs that were ‘stitched’ together over time, and, being so
many, would have to include some repetition because it was impossible to
imagine anyone performing the entire
book of songs in one performance. Again,
more evidence to support Tyson’s reading of Being
and Learning as “the first epic in philosophy of education.” Perhaps it is even more so when we consider
it from this structural perspective.] Finally, época resonates will the Schürmannian reading of
Heidegger: the epochs of Being’s opening and closing, arriving and departing;
the aleithialogical history of this
writing is rendered by época.
All this to
introduce this next época of
Being and Learning 2.0, which begun with the original meditations that
announced and articulated the originary writing back in the late part of
winter, when the days were getting longer, and the sun was getting brighter, if
not stronger. The writing, like the snow
and ice, thawed and melted, becoming increasingly full of energy and the
audacity brought on by the project’s increasing momentum that was carried forward
with the torrents of spring expressed in those meditations that were ultimately
published as the first eight chapters of Being and
Learning.
On this ten
years ago I marked the end of the writing that was carried along by the
unequalled feeling of freedom experienced in the summer months. With what looks to be determination and
conviction, I marked the end of summer and the beginning of autumn (four days
prior to the Autumnal Equinox) with the following banner:
“ATTENTIVE,
PAINSTAKING, and COMPASSIONATE LISTENING: Teaching and Learning as
Philosophical Practice, as the Enactment of an Ideal”
It is entirely unclear to me
if that banner was intended to prompt the writing to come, and, if so, what I
was projecting in terms of the number of days I would meditate under that
banner? Revisiting it a decade later, it
appears to me more a fragment than a banner, and, what’s more, it may just be
the keystone of the entire project! Were
I to be asked, no…compelled to put down in a single fragment a reduction of the
project, it may just be this banner; especially if I forced to take a single
sentence from the whole year of writing and have it represent the
totality!
The writing that happened on
this day works under the banner, although at the beginning it appears as if it
will be a continuation of the legend.
[And this would only be know if one has actually read the legend, which
makes this commemoration, this Being and Learning 2.0 even more relevant to
anyone who would dare read Being and
Learning!] But there is an
important caveat that marks the transition from poetics to prose, and it
happens with the identification of Zarathustra as “Nietzsche’s”: “On the
epiphanic day when Nietzsche’s Zarathustra emerges from his home in the
mountains, the cave he had lived in for a decade, and declares to the Sun, that
great star ‘we waited for you every morning, took your overflow from you, and
blessed you for it,’ he identified the openness of compassionate
listening. Zarathustra awoke each
morning, ready and waiting upon the saying of the sun. Like Heraclitus, who invites his visitors,
his readers, the strangers who arrive at his abode, who read his fragments, and
hear his songs – that collection of wisdom poetry – Zarathustra enacts the
heeding of the Word that offers wisdom.”
There’s no need to cite long
passages, because the reader of this blog can find the material in the pages of
Being and Learning (identified
above). Today, I am struck by the
connection made immediately between Zarathustra and Heraclitus; surprised because
I am in the midst of preparing a lecture on Heraclitus, and will, no doubt, use
that exact passage in two weeks in the opening moments of that lecture, when I
try to draw the large audience of students into the question concerning
Heraclitus. Following Heidegger and
Fink, I will try to make compelling a reading that happens by way of
approximating the thinker. He is with
us…and yet he remains hidden. I will
have the privilege and the awesome opportunity to present the first philosopher
to be read and discussed in this course, and what I hope to do in my lecture is
make real the claim that what makes a philosopher a philosopher, and what makes
a philosophical text a work of philosophy, is the unique demands that it makes
on us. More than any other kind of work,
the work of a philosopher is ‘timeless’ standing in the eternal present…where
we too dwell when we are thinking, thinking philosophically, or what I have
been calling meditatively.
I recall vividly writing the
following sentence this day: “For too long has philosophy understood itself as
the practice of the singular cogito fulfilling its capacity to give reasons, to
rationalize.” And then making the retort
through the dialogic, insisting that the reasoning subject is always intending
towards others, “enjoined by an other, real or imagined, who waits upon them,
ready and waiting to receive them.
Reasoning is inevitably linked to the openness of listening…to the humility
and compassion of one who has ‘let-go’ of their own voice and, in silence, receives the saying of the reasoned.”
The writing from this day ten
years ago happening under the banner culminates with the claim that all
philosophical saying proceeds listening, which is only repeating the
relationship between the event of appropriation and the action that
follows. “Filled, overflowing, was
Zarathustra when he embarked on his journey of speaking…he is ‘awakened’,
Nietzsche tells us, and this awakening, this wide-awakeness is the bearing of
the wise, the one who has learning
listening. Zarathustra descends from the
mountains, ful-filled, as the sage, the evocative speaker. He has learned listening, the precondition of
all evocative saying, and is ready to narrate, to share the stories he has
received upon the mountain.”
3.0 (Tuesday, Portland, ME) If there is a fragment that connects the original writing/thinking from 20 years ago and the project that is producing "LEARN" it is the following, which expresses one of the important moves: “For too long has philosophy understood itself as the practice of the singular cogito fulfilling its capacity to give reasons, to rationalize.” The move I mention is the periagogé (turning around) of the student from the self-certain ego and towards the significant object. That is the first move in the dialectic of the philosophical education I am describing, and (pun intended) everything more or less revolves around that move. That move begs all the key questions: How is the student turned about? (That's more or less the question that got "Being and Learning" underway). Answer: evocation (they are invited by the teacher to take up the book and read - tolle lege - and then called by the book. Hopefully!). If they receive those evocations they are on their way with their philosophical education. I don't go into too much detail with my description, which may seem like an oxymoron. Isn't a phenomenological description supposed to be really detailed? Perhaps. But I'm opting for leaving space, the kind that Miles leaves in between the notes, allowing the notes to hang in the air a bit, but also to work around negative space, the way Picasso did, and that I write about in my forthcoming Nancy paper. Less is more, in some cases. This is one of the compositional lessons I have learned from some of the French thinkers/writers that I take up in "LEARN." It's also a message I heard during my first ever faculty orientation, way back in 1993, when I was a Loyola Marymount in LA. The then president (O'Malley, SJ) told us new faculty: "Don't tell them everything. Leave them something to discover on their own." I believe that this can also be applied to the reader. I take it that Perrotta's fiction does that too. Let the reader use their imagination, fill in the gaps. Also, the book is intended for my students, and I'll need to keep reminding myself of that. I've written in this 3.0 commentary that for most of my academic career I found irritating the question, "Who is your audience?" My audience? I suppose whomever reads my work and finds something interesting therein. In other words, I've always had a boutique mentality. But with "LEARN" it's different. I am writing this for my students. I will be using this book in my courses. And so it is both a description of the process they will be following, but also a text they can study. That's the whole point! "LEARN" is demonstrating what it is describing.
ReplyDelete3.0b - (An opening scene from "Caldwell '84). When are you old enough to write a novel? That question has been bugging me ever since I decided I was going tell my story. It's not like I'm writing a memoir, which would be kind of sad if I were doing that at 27. But I am a bit sad and the writing of this story is one way of working through grief. It's September 9, 1995. Exactly one month ago Jerry Garcia passed away and all of us deadheads are still reeling. My mail order tickets arrived from GDTS for shows that are now cancelled, and I'm staring at them right now, wondering if it had to end like this? The Dead were always on tour so it's hard to imagine that whenever Jerry died there wouldn't be some unused tickets. So it seems fitting that I have these tickets, relics, I suppose. Relics? Isn't that going a bit far? I suppose it's a pun that deadheads would appreciate.
ReplyDeleteI had to start somewhere. Truth be told I know there's not an age requirement for writing a novel. No minimum nor maximum. Most writers get their start in their 20s, although many of the great ones started off as journalists. And some of the greats wrote until they could barely walk. Suppose I had decided to write this story when I was 58? There's not an age requirement for the proverbial poetic license. Definitely not the same as getting your drivers license or buying booze. It's not the age, but the writing that matters. And if you have a good story to tell and tell it well, then folks will read it. I know I have a good story. I'm not sure how well I'll be able to tell it. You'll have to let me know how I did after you've read it. I promise not to intentionally bore you with unnecessary details, and there probably won't be anything shocking or disturbing, unless you are shocked and disturbed by drug use. This is a story about a deadhead, written by a deadhead, and so you can anticipate drug use being recounted as if it were no less common than one's morning coffee. It's really that simple and straightforward. Deadhead smoke a lot of pot, take psychedelic trips, and during the time when my story takes place, cocaine was really popular, and not just amongst deadheads. The Grateful Dead's "Casey Jones" period had peaked in '78, and the rest of America seemed to be catching a ride on a train they'd departed. But I'm getting ahead of myself.
3.0c - I do think you have to be called in some way to write a novel. Inspiration from somewhere has to push you, compel you. In my case it was the coincidence of Jerry's passing and the publication of "High Fidelity," the new novel by the Brit writer Nick Hornby. I was down at the Santa Monica place Borders Books the other day and there it was, a nice display, great cover, fragments of amazing reviews posted on the first pages and on the back cover. A novel about a London record story owner? That's sound good to me. I'm sure the folks at KCRW, where I work, would appreciate it. Maybe we can start a book club? That would make Maryann happy. She's the host of a Sunday morning book review show that has been running for over 20 years, and she more or less put the station on the map. Folks have the wrong idea about Maryann, and think she's a snob. But that's how people are: quick to judge rather than explore. So far as I can tell, she's a gifted interviewer, a classic radio personality, but her everyday persona is a librarian, and not the kind that are sushing patrons who are talking above a whisper. Nope, she's a shy person, kind of mousey, and doesn't seem interested in small talk. She couldn't care less about the Lakers, Dodgers, or god forsaken OJ trial! She just goes about her business. And that's why I decided to speak with her on the very day that I started reading Hornby's novel and realized that it was a fictional account of a real dude who owner a record store in London. A store that I had visited 13 years ago and more or less put me on the path that lead me to writing this novel in a Venice Beach coffee shop. It's the Cow's End, for anyone who cares about such things.
ReplyDeleteWhen I told Maryann about the coincidence she was intrigued in a way that made me wonder I she thought I was bullshitting her. I'm sure she's come across some con artists in the past, and generally had an acute bullshit meter and could tell the posers from the real writers. In the few years I've lived in LA I've come across any number of posers, but that just seem to me what the place offered, has been offering to anyone who makes it out here. So different from the northeast, where I grew up and went to college. That's a no nonsense place, and you'll get called out quick if you are a poser.