[OPM 214(5): see below comment on discovering the numbering error on June 30th, when I forgot to change the date, thus creating two OPMs 136. All OPMs between 137-213 are off by one day, hence, moving forward I will label the incorrect number, along with the correct number in the parentheses. And, eventually, I'll correct the numbers...or I won't!]
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At the end of the a long day, I
write of endings, and it is not surprise that one of the two prompts for the
commemorative writing this day is from Heidegger’s essay “The End of Philosophy
and the Tasking of Thinking.” Today
marks the end of the period that began on July 1st. Since that day all of
the material I have been revisiting consists of writing that was not included
in Being and Learning. And the end of that period of the
‘unpublished writing’ also coincides with the end of the legend of
Zarathustra The two prompts I
encountered today speak to much of the writing that has happened in the weeks
that I have been revisiting this unpublished material, a return that produced a
series of meditations inspired by Thoreau, which culminated in the articulation
and announcement of what I am calling the phenomenology of the forest. I can’t predict if I will continue to explore
that project in this blog, but
regardless of whether or not I do, I’m feeling confident about what’s been
initiated in these past months, confident that I achieved a focus on a
dimension of the cartographical turn I made in April with the LAPES paper,
achieved something that I am tempted to call the prolegomena to a methodology
that will support the larger huacaslogical
project announced in the aforementioned LAPES paper, which is scheduled to be
published in Lapiz volume one in a
little over a month when the journal is official unveiled at Columbia U’s
Center for the Study of Ethnicity and Race.
So the beginning of this ending
happens by way of Heidegger’s essay, at a moment where he is revisiting one of
the questions that preoccupied throughout, but that became even more pressing
later when he focused on the possibility of a post-metaphysical thinking in an
age increasingly dominated by technological applications of the natural
sciences, specifically, physics. It was
not simply the beginning of the age of technology, as we would use that term
today to denote the predominance of information technology made possibly via
the microchip. Digital machines, which,
by and large, have increased the range and speed of communication, and have
made available gigantic mountains of data, remain tools that have created new
possibilities of relaying information that was one monopolized by the state and
commercial interests. The question is
whether or not the tools -- like the one I am using to type this commentary and,
ultimately, post it on a blog that is also made available through the digital
communication – are working on us…are working on us more than we are working
with them? Heidegger’s preoccupation
lead him to wonder, again and again, what kind of thinking would be possible
for us in this age of technology, the epoch of what was then called
cybernetics. [The first time I heard
that term was in 1987, when Timothy Leary visited Fordham and delivered a
bizarre lecture on the future of humanity.
Leary was toast, or seemed to be
fried from too my acid trips. Remember
that talk almost thirty years later, and it seems Leary, fried or not, was
completely prophetic about the direction of humanity towards a cybernetic
reality. Coincidentally, when reading
the Fink/Heidegger seminar on Heraclitus last week, I encountered Heidegger speaking of
cybernetics, and I immediately recalled the Leary lecture. I’ll quote Heidegger here, as I intend to
use it in my lecture on Heraclitus in two weeks: “In the experiment which we
undertake, there is no question of wanting to conjure up Heraclitus of wanting
to conjure up Heraclitus himself.
Rather, he speaks with us and we speak with him. At present, we reflect on the phenomenon of
steering. This phenomenon has today, in
the age of cybernetics, become so fundamental that is occupies and determines
the whole of natural science and the behavior of humans so that it is necessary
for us to gain more clarity about it…The phenomenon of steering is ever and
again unclarified in reference to Heraclitus and to our present-day
distress. That natural science and our
life today become ruled by cybernetics in increasing measure is not accidental;
rather it is overshadowed in the historical origin of modern knowledge and technology.”
From here we can wonder with
Heidegger if we are being ruled and steered by cybernetics, and to the extent
that we are, wonder if its possible to take up a thinking that can some how
resist this steering and/or is outside of this steering? For me, this is what Heidegger is pushing
when he wonders about the possibility of a thinking beyond metaphysics.
And it seems to me that a probable
possibility, if there is one at all, would have to be identified in what may
seem like a neo-Romantic quest for an experience with Nature unmediated by the
phenomenon of steering. Unless, of
course, it is the case that the desire to locate a place for thinking is itself
already part of the steering phenomenon.
That would imply something like the internalization of the steering
phenomenon, which manifests in something like what the Frankfurt School called
‘instrumental reasoning.’ But Heidegger,
like Foucault immediately following him, and, in a kind of parallel way the
Frankfurt, asserted was what might even be called a lingering faith, a
philosophical faith in an alternative kind of thinking (communicative
reasoning, meditative thinking, counter-hegemonic, et al) that can both
identity the way out and move us through that exit. Such thinking, for Heidegger, is the
thinking that thinks the thought that remains after metaphysics; the thinking
that remains unthought by philosophy.
What remains unthought is the openness or the open region that grants
the place for philosophy; because it can never think in what I call a huacaslogical manner (think the place,
or the ground aka move along the primal ground) philosophy comes to an end;
because it can only think in terms of the things that appear in that open
region, and, think in terms that render those being ‘objects’ of knowledge,
control, domination, exploitation, etc., philosophy comes to an end. A thinking of the open region, which is a
thinking in the open, or an open thinking, is the thinking that will appear at
the closure of philosophy.
There is nothing coincidental in
Heidegger articulating the place based
thinking, or open thinking, by turning to an etymology that reveals the origin
of the open as clearing; specifically, a clearing that opens up in a forest:
“Only this openness grants to the
movement of speculative thinking the passage through that which it thinks.
We
call this openness which grants a possible letting-appear and show ‘opening.’
In the history of language, the German word ‘opening’ is a borrowed translation
of the French clairière. It is formed in accordance
with the older words Waldung
(foresting) and Feldung (fielding).
The
forest clearing (opening) is experienced in contrast to dense forest, called
‘density’ (Dickung) in older
language. The substantive ‘opening’ goes
back to the verb ‘to open’. The adjective licht
‘open’ is the same word as ‘light’. To
open something means: To make something light, free and open, e.g., to make the
forest free of trees in one place. The
openness thus originating is the clearing…Light can stream into the clearing,
into its openness…However, the clearing, the opening, is not only free for
brightness and darkness, but also for resonance and echo, for sounding and
diminishing of sound. The clearing is
the open for everything that is present and absent.”(p.65)
When I first read this passage while
riding on the Hofstra campus to train shuttle, I was startled by the example
Heidegger uses for something being opened: making the forest free of trees in
one place?!? Really? Really? REALLY?!?!! [cf. yesterday’s commentary for the context
for this incredulity] In all the years I’ve been studying Heidegger, and
focusing on dwelling, the open, opening, moving into the clearing for the
dwelling that is meditative thinking, etc., I had never imagined this clearing as a human made place. But, paradoxically, this is what Heidegger
seems to mean by the clearing that is open, especially if it is emerging from
foresting and fielding. Aren’t these the activities that ‘clear’ the forest of
trees so that humans can build, or even farm?
The history of this practice in the Amazonian Rain Forest is one of the
great tragedies of the late 20th century. I’d always imagined the clearing as something
already existing in the forest, and something we encountered as we hiked
through the forest, moving through the pathways, those famous forest paths that
provided Heidegger with so many metaphors to describe the way of thinking that
is non-linear, non-instrumental. I have
often said to my hiking companions when we come across an opening in the
forest, “This is what Heidegger calls a clearing.” We even enjoyed a picnic in clearing during
our time on Mt. Desert Island. Indeed, I
wrote about this on Day 4 of our stay at Pine Cone Cabin, OPM 131, June 24th: “The first prompt of today’s commemorative blog
post is the forest clearing we found ourselves in after hiking the Gorham
Mountain trail. The three of us sat on three boulders having a well
earned lunch after the hike. The big rocks formed a kind of
triangle, and I noticed this before looking up and seeing there was a open circle
above our heads, revealing the blue sky and puffy white clouds
above. “This is a clearing,” I said. For Heidegger a
clearing, or opening in the forest where the sunlight can shine
through. Klärung is the German word for clearing,
and Aufklärung is the German word for Enlightenment. Heidegger
emphasizes the one side of this monumental word as part of his
ongoing critique of humanism, or that Enlightenment legacy of placing the human
subject at the center of things. Human thinking, specifically meditative
thinking, is an ontological even that happens in a specific time and place that
is given to us. Es gibt (it is
given). It is not made, and the thinking that arises there (da) characterizes
the being-there of the human being. This is always the way things
work for humans, according to Heidegger, and that’s why it’s always a matter of
ontological modalities or the specific being-there (Dasein) that arises
from what is given. The clearing, which Heidegger derived from his
daily walks in the Black Forest where he spent much time in his famous
hut. While he claimed that he didn’t have a normative or
ethical project, but only a descriptive and phenomenological one, it’s
impossible for me to accept this claim, especially from the later Heidegger,
the one I rely on almost exclusively in these meditations. So while it’s true
that the existentiale modalities are like Kant’s categories: a priori
conditions for the possibility of action, the almost exclusive concern for
the later is locating the ground for meditative thinking; that is to say, the
clearing that gives the space and time for such thinking.”
So with this last commentary on the non-published material, I more
or less return to that exact place in my the naturalist turn toward the
phenomenology of the forest got underway!
[nb:
I’ve just now searched back and I discovered that I repeated OPM 136, which
means the numbering from that day forward on July 1st is off by one
day! Classic!]
The second
prompt launches me write into the chronicling of the final day of writing the
Zarathustra legend. It is from the Song of Songs, which was presented today
in lecture by Jane Huber:
“Who is this
who ascends like the rising dawn, beautiful as the moon, bright as the sun,
terrible as an army drawn up in battle array?”
On this day,
ten years ago…it was Zarathustra!
“Zarathustra
made the final steps of his ascent at dusk.
He stood upon the peak and watched the flight of an owl, wings spread,
which drifted slowly down, down, down, following the course of the path
Zarathustra had taken in his journey.• He watched as the great bird rose again
at the borderland, and soared above the expanse of the forest range. Now but a shadow, a floating phantom against
the pink and orange sky, the owl became a point, vanishing into the western
horizon. And suddenly Zarathustra saw
that place he had called home.
“ ‘For thirty
years did I dwell upon the rock and sand of that desolate place. I called that place ‘home,’ abiding upon that
forsaken land, rooted there. I was that land, my home was ‘I’, and alone did I
remain, an island unto myself. They
called me by my first name, Dreamer,
as I lingered in that realm of delusion, within the habitat of my singular
vision. In those dreams, those
nightmares, alone did I dwell with the certainty of my conviction. I was as I dreamed, and no one gained
entrance through the gates behind which I remained, apart from all. Secure in my distance, the vision I secured
for myself could not be disrupted. I
remained at the center of things, soundly sleeping. Awoken I was, one morning, by the call of
those who had burst upon my gates.
Splintered were the planks and rusted were the locks and latches. ‘We
are alone!’ I cried, in despair, with the voice of the xenophobe, desperate to
ward off the unexpected arrival of the stranger. These were my guides, these strangers, who
offered the embrace of fellowship.
Absurd is that place where I lived, sleeping, dreaming. I have been thrown onto the shore and have
been recovered by the grace of friendship.
From this peak all is laid bare and appears as it is. That world, my old
‘home’, drifts away from me into the abyss of absurdity. But does it founder into the unfathomable
depths, that lake of despair upon which it floats? No!
“Awake, now,
in this twilight, I am offered the clearest vision from this threshold between
day and night. This place from which I
have sailed, taken by wind and tide, appears to me from this highest peak as a
devastation that encroaches and moves upon the east; creeping, crawling,
slithering towards the fertile wooded country.
The Wasteland Grows!•• The
spirit of growth, of creation, of regeneration, life itself, does this
Wasteland seek to block and stall and destroy.
Memory, daughter of Heaven and Earth, see how she rises, first and
brightest above, as her brother moves onward to the West. Releasing us from the last, lingering,
remnant of that wasteland, that fear and dread we held close to our heart. ‘Woe to him who hides the wasteland within.’
“Now, in the
rising of this beacon, Memory, are we lead from these peaks and descend to that
House, our new dwelling, in the East, where we shall heed the songs of the sages
with whom we shall greet the arrival of that great star. One quarter of our life shall we dwell before
going under, into the awaiting
embrace of those whom we shall call friends.”
(Thus spoke Zarathustra for the last time in the legend I wrote, yet never
published, and completed on this day 09/16/04, and retyped today, with only
minor changes)
Tomorrow, I
return to the material that was published in Being and Learning!
•The opening
line of this final scene in the legend begins with an indexical reference to
Hegel’s owl of Minerva [who spreads her wings at dusk]. The path of the owl is based on the
knowledge I have gained from winter hiking, and the lessons I learned at the
AMC Highland Center in Crawford Notch, where they taught me about the animals
who share the trails we hike on. I’ve
seen the signs of this in the tracks left on the trail. But the downward movement of the owl is also
a prophetic sign, for it indicates that Zarathustra will ultimately descend
from his mountain cave.
••The
footnote in the manuscript cites this from Heidegger’s What is Called Thinking?, and then reads: “The allegory [legend]
culminates with this line that Heidegger assigns to Nietzsche. This final speech [in the legend] is inspired
by Heidegger’s text, where he associates the condition of thoughtlessness with
the growing ‘wasteland,’ the devastation, the expulsion of Mnemosyne, memory.”
‘Woe to him
who hides the wasteland within.’ This is
from Nietzsche!
3.0 (Monday, Portland, ME) I was surprised to read that the material that was unpublished goes all the way to July 1st! That's a ton of material. Of course, the tale of Zarathustra was a poetic flourish, a break in the process, and definitely an example of the freedom offered by summer! There really is a free and easy flow to Summer that ends with the beginning of the school year. I noticed that this year, especially last week when I was up on MDI. Even though Bar Harbor and Acadia NP were relatively busy (mostly retired folks and folks without kids), I didn't feel that mellow flow I experienced when I visited in July. So I'm not surprised that 20 years ago in July 2004 I was inspired to break with the philosophical and try my hand at the literary. As I've been noting, it's definitely not something I would write today. Nevertheless, I have to acknowledge the audacity of the effort. I was a bit fearless with the "Being and Learning" project, and now more measured. However, I've decided that moving forward I will not only acknowledge and comment on what I've written on this day 20/10 years ago, but also begin writing down some ideas for "Caldwell '84." When I finally shared my idea for the novel with Kelly last night she wondered if I was planning to write it during sabbatical. I hadn't thought of starting it until I finished "LEARN," but then I considered this project and wondered, Why not? Why not use this daily writing to get the ball rolling!?! So I decided I will. And here I go!
ReplyDelete3.0a - Idea for a novel, inspired by the writing of Tom Perrotta and Nick Hornby. Tentative title: "Caldwell '84." Title based on the JGB show from 8.11.84. I just saw that there were some folks who attended the show and have left comments on the YouTube posting of said performance, and as the project unfolds I'll try to get some memories from folks who were there. I'm also planning to using the Star Ledger archives as I saw that they wrote an article on the show. Also planning to get whatever info I can from the Caldwell College archives. But I'm not planning to write a history of the show so I won't make my classic mistake of overestimating the scope of a project. It's the story that is important, not the details of the show. I'll learn enough about it to paint a somewhat accurate portrait, but I'll be embellishing for sure. It's a work of fiction after all! For example, Caldwell College (now University) doesn't have a radio station. But the story, that culminates with the 8.11.84 JGB show, is moved along by the central character's involvement in the fictional WCCR (Caldwell College Radio). So far here's the plot line: coming of age (sorta) of a dude who lives in a town in NJ (probably based on my experiences in old Summit) and is in HS in the early 80s. The story begins when he is a sophomore and ends in Aug 84 when he is a few weeks from going off to college (probably Fordham, but maybe BC or Georgetown. BC would be better because of the whole Flutiemania thing, but we'll see). It will try to tell the story within the context of the Reagan 80s, the emergence of the yuppies, but also the anti-nuke protests and other political activism. Drugs, especially coke, will be featured, although my hero isn't a big fan, preferring pot, and occasionally a beer. Unlike most of his peers, he's not a binge drinker. He has three older siblings, but I'll need to be careful and make sure I'm not running too close to my own experience. I think the eldest will be a brother, and will be a yuppie. The middle also a brother, will be a frat boy Animal House wannabe, and the one closest in age the lone girl who introduces the hero to the GD. The story begins with the hero in London, visiting the same Olympic Records that is the shop in "High Fidelity." For now, anyway, the story will have my hero visiting his sister in London, where she is on study abroad. The make him go because he's moping around the house after experiencing the double whammy of not making the varsity lax team and being dumped by the senior girl who he'd been dating. Part of the character's personality is the feeling that he is older, wiser than he peers (because he spent so much time with older siblings), but the HS hierarchy won't recognize and confirm his self-perception. And that might be a hook: the disconnection between what he thinks about things (himself, others, the world, etc.), and the way things "apparently" really are. I want to keep this somewhat light and funny, but the "life failing to live up to expectations" line might be the crux of the story. And maybe that's where his interest in the GD lands. For example, he might take a few psychedelic trips, but not enjoy LSD, yet find mushrooms interesting, but the experience, on the whole, reinforcing the blues of disconnection. And this might be what draws him to JGB, and perhaps he might be more a fan of JGB than the GD?!? I could see the last quarter of the novel taking place in the summer of '84, with the hero attending all of the August JGB shows, and if not all definitely the ones from the NH casino and the Long Island roller rink. The whole story unfolds between, say, March '82 - August '84, with some brief recollections of earlier formative episodes. For example, the Jane L stories might be worth including, first her invitation to hang out in her tree house, and then when she took off and was riding the highways with a long hauler! Anyway, that's the gist of it, and tomorrow I might try writing an opening scene!
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